I am 31 years old. Not 13, 16, 25, or even 30. I have passed all those milestone birthdays and I am now 31. So by now, I should have learned that eager over-exertion in any endeavor rarely works out well. Slow and steady is the way to go, or at least that’s what the old folks say. But as usual, I eschewed the wisdom of my elders and followed my own foolish desires.
Last Friday, my job had a staff fun day. Which, contrary to the images of the forced bonding and fake interactions the words “team building day” conjure up, was actually really fun. There were no cheesy ice breakers and we started drinking before noon. Not a bad way to spend your workday.That was until the tug-of-war started.
Now let’s be clear, I have not engaged in any sustained (over three weeks at a clip) exercise regime since Ernie Righetti imposed “hell week” conditioning on my varsity basketball team back when I was a high school senior. So I am not sure what made me think participating in four back-to-back struggles of rope pulling was going to yield anything but pain and soreness. Predictably, I woke up on Saturday morning feeling like I got into it with Jake LaMotta the night before.
Could I let it stop there? No. Instead of, say, adopting a plan of regular workouts like walking or swimming that allow me to build up my endurance gradually, I decided to take my sore and tired ass to Bikram yoga. For the unschooled, Bikram is a type of yoga that is practiced in a room that is heated to 105 F and 40% humidity. It lasts an hour and a half. That’s ninety minutes. Ninety. Ninety minutes of stretching, posing, holding, and contorting your body into positions that defy nature, gravity, and explanation.
God sent me an early heads-up that the class was not what he had in mind for me. I wore my Steve Biko t-shirt to class and as soon as I walked into the yoga studio, the woman who would later teach my class asked me, “Is that John Mayer?” Seeing as Steve Biko 1) was Black 2) wore an afro 3) looks NOTHING like John Mayer, not even if John Mayer dyed himself a deep cocoa brown and 4)Was an anti-apartheid freedom fighter not a pop singer, I thought, at first, that homegirl was talking to someone else. She wasn’t.
That should have been my sign that she was out of her mind and that I should get the hell out of there. I did not heed the warning. Instead, I rolled into the yoga room, which smelled of feet, and sat down next to my good friends, Kate and Jeanine.
For the first minute I was like “oh, this isn’t so bad, well, except for the whole room smelling like feet” Then the heat hit me full on. So Kate, who is an experienced if not confident, yogi says “if you can just make yourself stay in the room you’ll have accomplished a lot”. So that became my goal. Just to stay in the room for the full ninety minutes. Just stay in the room. Just stay in the room.
Well that goal went to hell in a hand basket the minute “John Mayer” came into the room. She was ruthless from the beginning. I was tired from the beginning. We bumped heads at every pose. I was still focused on just staying in the room. She had other thoughts in mind, like me putting the soles of my feet on top of my head while inhaling for ten seconds and exhaling for thirty.
I thought I was going to die. In fact, I think I did die, at least for a couple of seconds but then her shrill voice snatched me from the peace of my post mortem and pushed me back into the hellish nightmare of that ninety minute class.
By the third pose I was huffing and puffing and trying to simultaneously focus on my breathing, strike the correct pose, and avoid passing out. Did I mention I’d eaten curry for lunch? With each new pose I could feel my last meal trying to sneak up and leap out. Just stay in the room…just stay in the room…
Soon enough the ninety minutes were over and as I sat slouched in the reception area of the studio, a good feeling started to come over me. I was tired but I felt, somehow, better. And the next day I felt 21, or at least 25 again. I’m not sure what my long-term relationship with Bikram is going to be but I am going to wear a different t-shirt and give it at least one more try.